dear life lesson..

I have cried all the tears I could possibly cry. I have replayed the "situation" over and over again. I am incedibly sick to my stomache over todays events and it hasn't quite hit me yet that I just quit my job. I've hit my breaking point.  I am extremely sad over my decision, yet I feel a great sense of relief. What this job has really taught me over the last year is to always stand up for myself and that it is okay to cry. I will never settle for less than I deserve. I wish so badly to forget about this day and begin the new chapter in my life but I know it will take some time. I will greatly miss those that I have laughed and cried with. The people you work with become a part of you, and I feel like I am leaving behinde so many great friendships. I can only hope that they don't think I just gave up. This was something I loved to do. I will miss the little things about Mesa Air. Such as Louise on the radio, the sound of Dash 8's, B1 gate, late night tug rides, the digusting smell of rampers :), passengers asking idiotic questions, Pibb and fries, & collecting paperwork. As ridiculous as it may be, these are the reasons that I cry. I am realizing that life isn't always as perfect as some of these blogs make it out to be. So tonight, I am going to be sad...